The fact that you should know

When I say "let me be alone" , it does not mean " you have to go away from me" . I just requesting you to be silent and just be there where you are , either you are besides me or you are online. I realy do not know what to say and what to do when I am really down. So just please be with me and silent. That's all I need.

Random

A lot of things happened since the school started. I haven't been able to concentrate to make a new post.. Actually, there is nothing to say.  Happy memories always come with a bit sad missing feeling and stupid intuitions made me worry for little things , So, I am feeling complicated.. and I think time pass so fast during these days..

Well, I will turn to 18 after 2 days from now.. Thinking about my birthday, I feel nostalgia again, remembering my childhood birthdays. I remembered the birthday cake my father bought once for my birthday. It was my first and last birthday celebration with all family members.. (@_@ Family gathering.. =.=)  I remember the video of me playing around everywhere .. taken by my father and brother. I wanna watch that again. :) 

I have also read one post by someone.. Reading her words is like looking me at the mirror. I see the reflections of me through it. Her feelings are same with me, yes.. relating to first love. I think most of girls will have it in common. Sadly, I can't do anything for her.. Can I even be friends with her ( with someone's acknowledgement) ? .. I don't know. But she is only suffering for one year. I hope time will cure , like I have no feelings at all about the end story now.... Memories can't be erased, but feelings can be thrown away. I think so, and I believe so..    

" Hope someone will be happy sooner, and feel like she is the happiest person in the wold. "

Just a random post.. Hope you all don't mind it..  :)