Random Day Post

I don't know why. But I see couples loving each other in the morning and evening.. and then fighting over FB at night.. Is there something wrong?

Well, actually, I did not expect anything for Valentine (really). But the only thing I want is to eat chocolate from ppl who loves me. Friends also can give me. :P

Anyway, my sis gave me.. so I don't have much to complain about.

But the thing that is making me frustrated is the conversation we have (as usual).

I thought and decided not to forgive and forget about it. But I couldn't.
I thought I have hated. But I didn't, and I couldn't.
I thought I could control myself. But I couldn't.

I am not the one who give priority to my feelings. I use my brain and my head for my actions. For sure, I can't turn back. I know it by heart, know it from bottom, up .. all the times. But what the hell is wrong with me? Second thought? No wayyyy.

But I wish I could go back Myanmar this break if I didn't get IEP.
I wish my mum would allow me.
I wish someone wouldn't mind it.
I wish my father wouldn't mind it.
I wish, I wish..... I always wish the things that is difficult to become true.