The most important things in your life

What's the most important thing in your life?

Family? Education? Money? Lover?

Well, whatever it is.. have you gotten that most important thing with you and besides you.. always.
Or have you already lost it - forever?

I think about it and I have three important things in my life currently.. Family, Education and Love.
Although it can't be said I lost my family, I somehow foolishly want back our old family .. the family dinner, after dinner drama time, the small little quarrels or jokes we had.. I miss them all. It's nearly impossible to have those kinds of gatherings currently..  Well may be someday.. if I could ,I will try to gather for family dinner again.

And to talk about 'Education', I am in the middle of the road to fully have it. I will wait patiently for the day when I can proudly stand on my feet, support my family and do communities work. That's my dream and I hope I won't get lazy as I am now. I hope I will get more mature and do work better and harder than now.

Love.... the love I believed is just simply love. Feeling happy when you see him, want to have fun with him together, sharing each other lives, having the same feeling, wanting to do anything for him and missing him so much if you don't hear from him for days. He is always in your morning and night thoughts. He is your morning coffee, the breeze touching your face softly and the melody you enjoy listening. I believe that it is love. But in reality, love... is so complicated. The love I received, the love I can't stop giving and the love I wanted so much to be real but turned out it was just my own illusion. It becomes so complicated and tiring that I think I might go crazy. So, I am just accepting the things that happened positively. Though it is sad & lonely, at least the burden I felt disappeared and I think it is the best possible way..

Family, Education, Love ..... yes, they are the most important things in my life.