That Moment

That moment.. (23.12.09 From 4:30pm)


I felt angry.. I don't know why.. I felt angry with myself..
Later, I felt sad.. it seems like my mind has been a blank..
I can't think of anything...
                 Blank blank till one hour.
I was busy with customers again.. ( Sold about 5 pairs... Enough for a day.. Finished)
             My mind becomes complicated..
>>Suddenly I wanted to cry. I was really feeling down. I can't state that feeling.. I was feeling all the emotions.. "Anger, Sadness, Insecure, and a feeling of losing".....  <<
               No mood for work !


O_O Customers again....(Trying 9 pairs of shoes for nearly one hours and didn't buy any pairs..)
                  My mind becomes normal..
No thoughts coming again.. seems almost perfect.
Is my mind too easy to change??? . or "Is it just I am too emotional???"  I don't know.. :S

May be that's why Chikara said "Time, Work and School can make a person forget about unhappiness."

I feel like doing nothing in these days. I haven't studied even a bit for exam yet. May be next week. :)