9 holidays in Myanmar was really really short. I still can't adjust with my work after holidays. If I were brave enough, I just wanted to quit everything here and stay at Myanmar by going against my family. :( Well I am not brave enough and I can't do things that could make my mum sad.
I don't know what I am doing is right or wrong. I can't see the future, and I am afraid of future. I see no hope in this journey. This isn't a dark road, but I feel so blacked out.
But I am trying my best.... I am trying my best.
Even if all people in this world hate you,blame you and abandon you, I'll be on your side. I may not understand you fully, I may not know whether you are right or wrong, but I won't ignore you, abandon you and will always be with you. Even if I can't be with you physically, please know that my mind is always with you... always...
I wonder whether we are just foolish or being "two bodies one mind"....
I knew we would meet this time as I kept having dreams about you....
You told me it was coincidence but I knew you came to my house purposely on that day...
Luck is on our side this time, but I wonder until when will it be on our side.
Thank you so much... for making time for me even though you had many things to take care.... Thank you so much for waiting me patiently...
I will be always happy from now on because I know there are family, best friends and you who will always love me... even if the whole world ignores me and leave me behind.
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