Lately, I have been gettine news of friends losing family members. First, the friend whose father is a very good person though I have only met him for a few times. And my schoolmate lose her brother just suddenly. It just scare me so much of death.
I don't know when I will be losing my father, my mother, my brother and my sisters. No I am not going to be trouble myself everyday with this fear. But I really can't imagine myself without them. Each of them is very important to me. They are the reason I am here to this day. I have never forgotten the support and care I received from them .. every single details. The pain of losing them .. I don't ever want to face. But again, we just don't know what will happen tomorrow.. Just the thought of it is scary,very very scary and depressing.
But for now, I just have to live everyday praying them to be healthy and safe. Especially papa, mama and brother who are living far far away from me....
I am just missing you all.
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