I am just trying to keep my promise to write regularly. 1 year domain hostage shouldn't be wasted cuz of my laziness right ? :)
First of all, I am really surprised and shocked at my final realization on how the world isn't fair. Seeing with my own eyes, I can't believe that there are many people out there wasting money like it's just a small thing. Yeah I am talking about gambling as I started working at Casino around mid February. It won't disturb my mind if it is about thousands or may be few digits numbers. But I saw about millions of money wasted in gambling (and in just one night) and it just blew my mind. How sad it is that at one end of the world, there are people trying so hard just to earn a penny and then at the other side, there are those kind of people spending money like water. It is not like I have not seen gambling movies, but it just kinda make my mood down and I don't feel happy working there.
Love is definitely devil for me. I becomes so pessimistic when it comes to love thanks to that person. I have never encountered such a shameless person....really. And I am so angry at myself for being so stupid. Anyway now I learned not to trust people so easily and not to judge based on how they look. I feel so sorry for him though. I used to have such a good impression on him becasue he looked so innocent back in those high school days. But no he is such a messed up person, crazy to be in a relationship to show the world and I don't think he even knows what is real love. =_=
But on the other hand, it is shameful to admit but I am heart broken. And I dare not to love again and will always be cautious :(
I wish all the projects and assignments will be finished on time. I have no idea what I am doing though.. But well it's uni life and most of the time, we really don't know things :P
Anyway I am glad February is over and wish that good things will come to me soon.
Thuzar
02.03.2015
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