It's already February .. and as usual, I am starting to be busy. School works are piling up with study debts since semester start and I am trying to do three part-time works at the same time :P . It sounds crazy but actually it doesn't require that much time (hopefully). Two part-time works are already settled (it will give me regular income) and I want to try freelancing job for CMS and therefore trying to see whether I can do or not. But 50% of me wants to reject that job because it might somehow give pressure to me.. Just doing two heavy school projects is already killing me !_!
As for school projects and study, they are just crazy and impossible for me to do well. I am barely alive and depressed at the same time after every lecture, tutorial and lab. Luckily there are two subjects that I think I can do well and I forsee that those subjects' grades will help me alot in final GPA :D . Circuit and Signal part, I am still trying hard to adjust. Coming from business IT background, it sure is very difficult for me to understand well. I just can't get concepts straight and sometime lost because there are too much to remember. It's not even like programming where I can rely on internet solutions and basic theories. Well part of me like it, but part of me want to die and give up on it. However, I can't right.. After all these efforts I have been putting to survive in Computer Engineering, I am so gonna get myself to the top and become so called embedded system engineer! That's what I am dreamt of and hopefully one day the dream will come true :)
Things are getting crazier day by day with my friends want to hang out with me and yet I need to work to earn money and balance my time for school and work. And furthermore, my nephew is coming here to study and I need to meet him also. Sorry friends and relatives, I don't think I can give much time to u. Why you all never come during school holidays >_< .
First post of 2015... I hereby promise myself that I will try harder and become better person everyday. :)
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