I didn't call him last night. It made my heart painful... I know he would be wondering and worrying about me by now ... But I had to do that cuz I was so out of control last night.. and I can't risk him hearing my voice and sensing my troubled mind. If he asked me why my voice is like that... I am afraid to tell him truth.. and if I said 'nothing'.. he will get mad at me secretly.. He won't show his anger immediately, but after days later.. he will turn back to it and ask again. Oh boy.. sometimes the way you being serious about little things, when others may think it childish.. it makes me adore u more. As it is because u care so much and being sincere about me.
And here I am again... everyday having troulbe with the fear of losing you someday..
I don't want to ask many things in my life... I just wanna have a peaceful life with you in my future. May my love give me courage to overcome all the difficulties ahead.
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