I am really really in love with this song. ^_^
The feelings of a strong women with a broken heart--such a beautiful lyrics.. :)
Hope you guys enjoy!
“he is leaving.
I’m letting him go.
without holding him back
without dropping a tear
I’m letting him go.
all the romance is dead
it’s now an extravagant memory
if I cry just once
and hurt just once
everything will be over.
don’t say you know me.
the me that you knew is no more.
in the suffocating darkness.
I’m already familiar with this hurt
I’ve already found my happiness again.
forget about me~ please
don’t wake me up who is sleeping,
before the night is over
if I open my eyes
would I be able to sleep?
the words I hate more than dying.
the childish words I couldn’t convey..
"To come back"
"To love me"
"To embrance me again."
Don’t expect any of that from me~ really.
I’m not that kind of woman.
I’m still pretty
and lovable.
I’m very happy.”
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Little Shared Knowledges And Feelings
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Dec 19, 2010
Dec 17, 2010
Things solved. Relief
Finally, he accepted the truth. The truth that he was refusing to believe, and the truth that is totally true. The truth is "I cannot come back , return to the past as I have changed so much".
I admit that I cannot forget him. The memories I have are so much that it's really not forgettable. But I will just keep those deep in my mind, and never let them resurface.
Actually, I am glad for him. He has faced the challenge. He has woken up from the dream. And the best thing is that he handled the situation well and he controlled himself. I am thankful to him, and also feel sorry to him. But I think he has grown up a lot than I expected.
Merry Christmase ahead and Happy New Year.
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I admit that I cannot forget him. The memories I have are so much that it's really not forgettable. But I will just keep those deep in my mind, and never let them resurface.
Actually, I am glad for him. He has faced the challenge. He has woken up from the dream. And the best thing is that he handled the situation well and he controlled himself. I am thankful to him, and also feel sorry to him. But I think he has grown up a lot than I expected.
Merry Christmase ahead and Happy New Year.
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Dec 12, 2010
Current Fav Song..
Well, they are old songs and it was my first time listening to those. My parents didn't collect songs and I have only heard of the songs that my neighbour hood listens. :D
Currently, I listen to Kine Zar, May Sweet and May Khalar songs. I kind of heard about their love triangle, but I am not so sure. But I don't know.. I feel a bit sad for them....
Okie.. Let me share the songs. :)
တူႏွစ္ကိုယ္တိုင္းျပည္ဆိုလားပဲ.. အသံအရမ္းေကာင္းတယ္.. :)
ဒါကေတာ့ အနမ္းပန္းတဲ့. ဒါေတာ့ သိပ္မၾကိဳက္ဘူး..
Currently, I listen to Kine Zar, May Sweet and May Khalar songs. I kind of heard about their love triangle, but I am not so sure. But I don't know.. I feel a bit sad for them....
Okie.. Let me share the songs. :)
တူႏွစ္ကိုယ္တိုင္းျပည္ဆိုလားပဲ.. အသံအရမ္းေကာင္းတယ္.. :)
ဒါကေတာ့ အနမ္းပန္းတဲ့. ဒါေတာ့ သိပ္မၾကိဳက္ဘူး..
Sep 5, 2010
ဘာရယ္မဟုတ္ညာရယ္မဟုတ္
New Post ေရးခ်င္စိတ္တာရွိတာ၊ တကယ္ေတာ့ ဘာမွ ေရးစရာမရွိ။ စိတ္ထဲရွိတာေတြ ခ်ေရးရရင္ အကုန္လုံး ဝမ္းနည္းစရာေတြပဲေနလိမ့္မယ္။
ဒီတစ္ေလာ လူကမွုိင္ခ်င္တယ္။ ရန္ကုန္ျပန္ရမွာ.ေပ်ာ္လည္း ေပ်ာ္တယ္။ ေၾကာက္လည္း ေၾကာက္မိတယ္။ ေဝးသြားလို႔ ေမ့ထားခဲ့တဲ့အရာေတြ. ျပန္ေပၚလာမွာေၾကာက္တယ္။ ျပီးေတာ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ အဆင္မေျပမွာလည္း ေၾကာက္တယ္။ တစ္မ်ိဴးၾကီးပဲ။
အခ်ိန္ေတြကကုန္ျမန္တယ္။ လုပ္စရာေတြကလည္း တစ္ပံုၾကီး။ ျပီး ဘာမွလည္း မလုပ္ျဖစ္ျပန္ဘူး။ ဒီလိုနဲ႔ ရန္ကုန္ကေရာက္ဦးမယ္။ :(
ေဒါသလည္း ထြက္ျမန္တယ္။ ငိုလည္း ငိုလြယ္တယ္။ အားငယ္စိတ္ေတြလည္း အျမဲဝင္ေနတယ္။ စိတ္ဆိုးရင္.. ဝမ္းနည္းလာတယ္။ တကယ္ စိတ္ဆိုးခံရတဲ့သူက ဘာမွ မျဖစ္ပါဘူး.. စိတ္ဆိုးတဲ့သူက ျပန္ငိုေနရတယ္..ေလာကၾကီးက မတရားလိုက္တာ။
ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ျဖစ္ခ်င္တာေတြ ျဖစ္လာမယ့္အခ်ိန္..ေပ်ာ္စရာေတြၾကံဳရမယ့္ အခ်ိန္ေတြေရာက္ေတာ့မယ္။။... ဒါေပမယ့္. မျဖစ္သင့္တာေတြ မျဖစ္ပါေစနဲ႔ဆိုတာေတာ့ ေန႔တုိင္း ဆုေတာင္းေနရဦးမယ္..... :(
ဒီတစ္ေလာ လူကမွုိင္ခ်င္တယ္။ ရန္ကုန္ျပန္ရမွာ.ေပ်ာ္လည္း ေပ်ာ္တယ္။ ေၾကာက္လည္း ေၾကာက္မိတယ္။ ေဝးသြားလို႔ ေမ့ထားခဲ့တဲ့အရာေတြ. ျပန္ေပၚလာမွာေၾကာက္တယ္။ ျပီးေတာ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ အဆင္မေျပမွာလည္း ေၾကာက္တယ္။ တစ္မ်ိဴးၾကီးပဲ။
အခ်ိန္ေတြကကုန္ျမန္တယ္။ လုပ္စရာေတြကလည္း တစ္ပံုၾကီး။ ျပီး ဘာမွလည္း မလုပ္ျဖစ္ျပန္ဘူး။ ဒီလိုနဲ႔ ရန္ကုန္ကေရာက္ဦးမယ္။ :(
ေဒါသလည္း ထြက္ျမန္တယ္။ ငိုလည္း ငိုလြယ္တယ္။ အားငယ္စိတ္ေတြလည္း အျမဲဝင္ေနတယ္။ စိတ္ဆိုးရင္.. ဝမ္းနည္းလာတယ္။ တကယ္ စိတ္ဆိုးခံရတဲ့သူက ဘာမွ မျဖစ္ပါဘူး.. စိတ္ဆိုးတဲ့သူက ျပန္ငိုေနရတယ္..ေလာကၾကီးက မတရားလိုက္တာ။
ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ျဖစ္ခ်င္တာေတြ ျဖစ္လာမယ့္အခ်ိန္..ေပ်ာ္စရာေတြၾကံဳရမယ့္ အခ်ိန္ေတြေရာက္ေတာ့မယ္။။... ဒါေပမယ့္. မျဖစ္သင့္တာေတြ မျဖစ္ပါေစနဲ႔ဆိုတာေတာ့ ေန႔တုိင္း ဆုေတာင္းေနရဦးမယ္..... :(
Aug 15, 2010
A song I Like
I've just listened to a song that is shared on Facebook. It's Moe Moe's song.
I don't like Moe Moe so much, expect his very few song. For this song, I just like the lyrics.it suits my feelings currently. :D.. well, I can't deny Moe Moe is a good song composer. :)
Let me share the song.. :)
And the lyrics... :D
ေနဝင္ခ်ိန္ေတြေမွာင္လြန္း... မင္းမရွိေန႔ရက္မ်ား.....
နာက်င္ေနဒီဒုကၡမ်ား... ငါေလလႊင့္ပစ္လို႔ရမလား....
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္စရာေတြအသံမဲ့.. ရင္ခုန္ကင္းမဲ့ေန႔ရက္မ်ား....
ငိုခ်င္တာေတြထိန္းရလို႔.. ၾကာရင္ရူးလို႔သြားမွာလား.....
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး.. ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား....
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန့္ႏိုးခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား...
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား ...တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခိုက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~
ျပန္ဆံုႏုိင္ဖို႔အခြင့္အေရး..ငါေမွ်ာ္လင့္ခြင့္ရွိပါ့မလား...
ၾကင္နာသူေရမင္းမရွိေတာ..့ တကယ္ဆိတ္သုဥ္းခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား..
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္ပါေစအခ်စ္ေလး ..ငါစိတ္ကူးထဲကအရိပ္မ်ား..
လိုခ်င္ေနတဲ့ဆုေတာင္းေလးေတြ တစ္ခ်ိန္မွာရဖို႔ျဖစ္ႏုိင္မလား...
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန္႔ႏိုးခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခုိက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန္႔ႏိုးခဲ့အိမ္မက္ထဲမွာ
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခုိက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~
တမ္းတလို႔ ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ~~~~~
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခိုက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~~~
I don't like Moe Moe so much, expect his very few song. For this song, I just like the lyrics.it suits my feelings currently. :D.. well, I can't deny Moe Moe is a good song composer. :)
Let me share the song.. :)
And the lyrics... :D
ေနဝင္ခ်ိန္ေတြေမွာင္လြန္း... မင္းမရွိေန႔ရက္မ်ား.....
နာက်င္ေနဒီဒုကၡမ်ား... ငါေလလႊင့္ပစ္လို႔ရမလား....
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္စရာေတြအသံမဲ့.. ရင္ခုန္ကင္းမဲ့ေန႔ရက္မ်ား....
ငိုခ်င္တာေတြထိန္းရလို႔.. ၾကာရင္ရူးလို႔သြားမွာလား.....
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး.. ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား....
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန့္ႏိုးခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား...
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား ...တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခိုက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~
ျပန္ဆံုႏုိင္ဖို႔အခြင့္အေရး..ငါေမွ်ာ္လင့္ခြင့္ရွိပါ့မလား...
ၾကင္နာသူေရမင္းမရွိေတာ..့ တကယ္ဆိတ္သုဥ္းခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား..
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္ပါေစအခ်စ္ေလး ..ငါစိတ္ကူးထဲကအရိပ္မ်ား..
လိုခ်င္ေနတဲ့ဆုေတာင္းေလးေတြ တစ္ခ်ိန္မွာရဖို႔ျဖစ္ႏုိင္မလား...
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန္႔ႏိုးခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခုိက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန္႔ႏိုးခဲ့အိမ္မက္ထဲမွာ
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခုိက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~
တမ္းတလို႔ ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ~~~~~
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခိုက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~~~
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Aug 8, 2010
Random Feelings
I am starting to hate weekends. I notice that my mind is really going crazy every weekend. I hate doing chores, I hate the feeling that I have no one to talk, no one besides me. Though I love silence moments during holidays, I don't want to be alone. This really make me miss my home and friends in Yangon. Even though I had nothing to do in Yangon, I never feel so lonely as I always go to my friend's house or I have my mother accompanying me and always cook the food I asked randomly. T_T.. I am really feeling home sick.
And I think weekends are rushing days for someone and I hate that. The timing is really bad for us. I am always rushing on weekdays, and he, on weekend. What am I supposed to accept and handle it? This kind of situation really can make relationship so cold, I know it by my heart.. and I can't help but feel really sad for it. Well, hope I could endure it, hope I would be strong enough not to give up.
I am thinking about a person who always tell jokes and make me happy when we are together. It's hard to forget the words, and I hope I could hear those jokes again. There is a saying from that person that I cannot forget
"စိတ္ဆိုးေအာင္လုပ္ႏုိင္ပါတယ္။ စိတ္နာေအာင္ မလုပ္ပါနဲ႔".
I am really sorry if I have ever made you feel hurt, my beloved ones..
And I think weekends are rushing days for someone and I hate that. The timing is really bad for us. I am always rushing on weekdays, and he, on weekend. What am I supposed to accept and handle it? This kind of situation really can make relationship so cold, I know it by my heart.. and I can't help but feel really sad for it. Well, hope I could endure it, hope I would be strong enough not to give up.
I am thinking about a person who always tell jokes and make me happy when we are together. It's hard to forget the words, and I hope I could hear those jokes again. There is a saying from that person that I cannot forget
"စိတ္ဆိုးေအာင္လုပ္ႏုိင္ပါတယ္။ စိတ္နာေအာင္ မလုပ္ပါနဲ႔".
I am really sorry if I have ever made you feel hurt, my beloved ones..
Jul 19, 2010
Remembrance
A day like today should be a memorable day for every Myanmar. I know they are trying to erase his history, his glory of braveness and his sacrifices. However, History can never be erased, and neither his image in Myanmar People's mind. Generation will carry on, and he will always be our respected person.
Well, I don't want to talk repeated words. Today is the day he left this world___ 19th July.
This post is just a random post for my remembrance to him.
It's not a birthday,... so how could I say "Happy" word? But, I hope another him which bring back sunshine to Myanmar......
The One I Respected Most (Bogyoke Aung San)
Btw, I want to share a sentence I like from this post.
ဗိုလ္ခ်ဳပ္က မေသေသးဘူး...
အခုထိ အသတ္ခံေနရတုန္း... လို႕ပဲ ၂၀၁၀ အာဇာနည္ေန႕မွာ ထပ္ေျပာခ်င္ပါတယ္။
Well, I don't want to talk repeated words. Today is the day he left this world___ 19th July.
This post is just a random post for my remembrance to him.
It's not a birthday,... so how could I say "Happy" word? But, I hope another him which bring back sunshine to Myanmar......
The One I Respected Most (Bogyoke Aung San)
Btw, I want to share a sentence I like from this post.
ဗိုလ္ခ်ဳပ္က မေသေသးဘူး...
အခုထိ အသတ္ခံေနရတုန္း... လို႕ပဲ ၂၀၁၀ အာဇာနည္ေန႕မွာ ထပ္ေျပာခ်င္ပါတယ္။
With much respect,
Khin Thuzar Thin
Khin Thuzar Thin
Jun 20, 2010
Happy Father Day
အေဖမ်ားေန႔တဲ့..
တစ္ခါမွေတာ့ မၾကားဖူးဘူး။ ဒီႏွစ္ သူမ်ား Invite လုပ္ေတာ့မွသိတယ္။ :)
ခုတစ္ေလာ ပါးပါးကို သတိရပါတယ္။ပါးပါးရဲ ႔ ဆူသံ၊ ေနာက္ကေလလိုက္ျပီး လုပ္သမွ် ပြစိပြစိေျပာတဲ့အသံေလးကို လြမ္းေတာ့ လြမ္းမိသား။ :D ဘာပစၥည္းဝယ္ဝယ္ ပိုက္ဆံျဖဳန္းတယ္ဆိုျပီး ေျပာလြန္းလို႔ ေနာက္ပိုင္း ပစၥည္းဝယ္ေလ့အက်င့္မရွိေတာ့တဲ့အထိ ျဖစ္ေအာင္ ျပဳစုပ်ိဳးေထာင္ေပးခဲ့တဲ့ အေဖ။ ဟိဟိ...
မွတ္မိေသးတယ္။ ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းက တရုတ္စာ စသင္ခ်ိန္ စာစေရးတတ္တုန္းက စစခ်င္း ေရးတဲ့စာေၾကာင္းက
ေဝါအိုက္နီ, ပါ့ပါ ။ ေဝါအိုက္နီ, မာ့မာ ( 我爱你,爸爸. 我爱你,妈妈 ) :) ကေလးတုိင္းလုိလိုေတာ့ အဲလိုေရးခဲ့ဖူးမယ္ ထင္တာပဲ။ လူသားအားလံုး ကိုယ့္မိဘေတြကို ခ်စ္တတ္ပါတယ္။:)
ကဲ.. ဒီႏွစ္ေတာ့ အေဖမ်ားေန႔ကို ဆင္ႏြဲပါမယ္။ အေဝးတစ္ေနရာမွာရွိတဲ့ ခ်စ္ရေသာ ပါးပါး က်န္းမာေရးေကာင္းပါေစ။ စိတ္အျမဲခ်မ္းသာပါေစ။ စိတ္ထဲကေနပဲ ရွိခုိးလိုက္ပါတယ္ ပါးပါး။ :)
Khin Thuzar Thin
တစ္ခါမွေတာ့ မၾကားဖူးဘူး။ ဒီႏွစ္ သူမ်ား Invite လုပ္ေတာ့မွသိတယ္။ :)
ခုတစ္ေလာ ပါးပါးကို သတိရပါတယ္။ပါးပါးရဲ ႔ ဆူသံ၊ ေနာက္ကေလလိုက္ျပီး လုပ္သမွ် ပြစိပြစိေျပာတဲ့အသံေလးကို လြမ္းေတာ့ လြမ္းမိသား။ :D ဘာပစၥည္းဝယ္ဝယ္ ပိုက္ဆံျဖဳန္းတယ္ဆိုျပီး ေျပာလြန္းလို႔ ေနာက္ပိုင္း ပစၥည္းဝယ္ေလ့အက်င့္မရွိေတာ့တဲ့အထိ ျဖစ္ေအာင္ ျပဳစုပ်ိဳးေထာင္ေပးခဲ့တဲ့ အေဖ။ ဟိဟိ...
မွတ္မိေသးတယ္။ ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းက တရုတ္စာ စသင္ခ်ိန္ စာစေရးတတ္တုန္းက စစခ်င္း ေရးတဲ့စာေၾကာင္းက
ေဝါအိုက္နီ, ပါ့ပါ ။ ေဝါအိုက္နီ, မာ့မာ ( 我爱你,爸爸. 我爱你,妈妈 ) :) ကေလးတုိင္းလုိလိုေတာ့ အဲလိုေရးခဲ့ဖူးမယ္ ထင္တာပဲ။ လူသားအားလံုး ကိုယ့္မိဘေတြကို ခ်စ္တတ္ပါတယ္။:)
ကဲ.. ဒီႏွစ္ေတာ့ အေဖမ်ားေန႔ကို ဆင္ႏြဲပါမယ္။ အေဝးတစ္ေနရာမွာရွိတဲ့ ခ်စ္ရေသာ ပါးပါး က်န္းမာေရးေကာင္းပါေစ။ စိတ္အျမဲခ်မ္းသာပါေစ။ စိတ္ထဲကေနပဲ ရွိခုိးလိုက္ပါတယ္ ပါးပါး။ :)
My celebration of Father Day :)
ကမာၻေပၚမွာ ရွိၾကတဲ့ အေဖအားလံုး 20 June မွာ ေပ်ာ္ရြင္ၾကပါေစ။ :)
Khin Thuzar Thin
Jun 14, 2010
Tired
I am really tired of this.. Actually , I hate myself most. Only if I was not stubborn and could control myself more, I would not be feeling like now.. My mind is really complicated now, and I am forbidding myself currently, being afraid that I would be doing mistakes and hurting people again and again.. No people can understand it.
So far I have walked through this path , I had many confusions and depressions, and I always doubt myself whether I could make up myself and face all the problems. And I am currently doubting myself again...
However , since the day I held your hand, it is not possible to turn back. Thinking I would lose You, I found losing myself,and there is no me in that imagination.. It is really difficult to turn back....
I want some strength .. I need some motivation and supports. But why are you not the one who is giving me strength ? Recently, why are you so down? and why I had to show and pretend like I am ok? Why? why?
Actually, I am so down down more than you...
So far I have walked through this path , I had many confusions and depressions, and I always doubt myself whether I could make up myself and face all the problems. And I am currently doubting myself again...
However , since the day I held your hand, it is not possible to turn back. Thinking I would lose You, I found losing myself,and there is no me in that imagination.. It is really difficult to turn back....
I want some strength .. I need some motivation and supports. But why are you not the one who is giving me strength ? Recently, why are you so down? and why I had to show and pretend like I am ok? Why? why?
Actually, I am so down down more than you...
May 30, 2010
The fact that you should know
When I say "let me be alone" , it does not mean " you have to go away from me" . I just requesting you to be silent and just be there where you are , either you are besides me or you are online. I realy do not know what to say and what to do when I am really down. So just please be with me and silent. That's all I need.
May 10, 2010
Random
A lot of things happened since the school started. I haven't been able to concentrate to make a new post.. Actually, there is nothing to say. Happy memories always come with a bit sad missing feeling and stupid intuitions made me worry for little things , So, I am feeling complicated.. and I think time pass so fast during these days..
Well, I will turn to 18 after 2 days from now.. Thinking about my birthday, I feel nostalgia again, remembering my childhood birthdays. I remembered the birthday cake my father bought once for my birthday. It was my first and last birthday celebration with all family members.. (@_@ Family gathering.. =.=) I remember the video of me playing around everywhere .. taken by my father and brother. I wanna watch that again. :)
I have also read one post by someone.. Reading her words is like looking me at the mirror. I see the reflections of me through it. Her feelings are same with me, yes.. relating to first love. I think most of girls will have it in common. Sadly, I can't do anything for her.. Can I even be friends with her ( with someone's acknowledgement) ? .. I don't know. But she is only suffering for one year. I hope time will cure , like I have no feelings at all about the end story now.... Memories can't be erased, but feelings can be thrown away. I think so, and I believe so..
" Hope someone will be happy sooner, and feel like she is the happiest person in the wold. "
Just a random post.. Hope you all don't mind it.. :)
Apr 25, 2010
Jailbreaking iPhone or iPod Touch
First of all, I need to claim that I won't guarantee there will be no harm doing jailbreak. You may lose all your data inside iPhone, or iTouch during jailbreak. So, I would like you to back up (Syncing) your file with iTunes before doing it. The application in this article is only available for iPhone, iTouch 3.1.2. So, I would like you to change some settings before it to avoid software update such as (3.1.3).
The required setting to change is “Check for updates automatically” in iTunes>>Edit>> Preferences>>General. Uncheck this option before jailbreak.
There are three parts in total. They are
(1) Downloading Jailbreak application
(2)Installing Cydia
(3)Installing Zawgyi Keyboard
(1) Downloading Jailbreak application
(2)Installing Cydia
(3)Installing Zawgyi Keyboard
Downloading Jailbreak application by George Hotz
First, download the required application from this site, jailbreak program. For your information, incase you have encountered the same problem with me, the program will show “asl.dll file missing” warning during its run time. To solve it, search the file name(asl.dll) in your computer. You may be able to find it under Apple Application Support folder. Cut blackra1n application and paste it in that folder. Right click it, and create shortcut. For more details, you can see the video link above.
Connect your device to computer and open iTunes. After that, run blackra1n application.
It will start the jailbreak and your device may show this image.
Installing Cydia
Unplug your device from computer, and restart it. You will see this icon in your application pages.
Install Cydia. During installation, follow the options they recommended, and install all.
Installing Zawgyi Font
After installing Cydia, Go to Manage>> Resource>> Edit >> Add
Type this address ( http://cydia.macforus.com )
And you will see the packages, download
(1). Zawgyi Font
(2). Zawgyi Keyboard and it will install Zawgyi fonts automatically.
Restart your device after installation.
Setting up keyboard for Zawgyi Font (You can watch the video to be more clear about steps)
Settings > iKeyEX > Mix and Match > Make
2. Layout> Choose Zawgyi, Name to Zawgyi
3. Go back to iKeyEx and go to Keyboards
4. Add (+) Zawgyi
That’s it. Now you can see Myanmar Fonts in your iPhone and iTouch. To type Myanmar fonts, tap "Globe icon” in your device keyboard.
Tips: In order to make typing Myanmar font easier, you can off auto- capitalization in your Keyboard.
That’s it. Now you can see Myanmar Fonts in your iPhone and iTouch. To type Myanmar fonts, tap "Globe icon” in your device keyboard.
Tips: In order to make typing Myanmar font easier, you can off auto- capitalization in your Keyboard.
Go to General> Keyboard . Off Auto-capitalization.
In case, you will find “Restore” option in your iTunes instead of Syncing your data. Please don’t do it or everything you did would be wasted like me L . Don’t worry about it, all you have to do is RUN Blackra1n Application again, and later, iTunes will be back to normal mood. (In my case). If it’s still not ok, give up the idea at all. LOL .
Credits to the sites below.
1. Macforus Website
2. Blackra1n Website
3. Saturngod's Blog
4. Youtube Video
Thanks to all my supporting friends, family and my love ... for all of your support to me.
Credits to the sites below.
1. Macforus Website
2. Blackra1n Website
3. Saturngod's Blog
4. Youtube Video
Thanks to all my supporting friends, family and my love ... for all of your support to me.
Apr 18, 2010
သၾကၤန္~~ သၾကၤန္~~
သၾကၤန္ကေတာ့ ျပီးသြားျပီ။ ဘာမွ မထူးျခားသလိုပဲ။ ၃ႏွစ္ေတာင္ရွိျပီေပါ့ မေပ်ာ္ရတာ။ ဒီႏွစ္.. ဒုတိယႏွစ္စတက္တယ္။ အလုပ္နဲ႔ ေက်ာင္းနဲ႔ ျပန္ျဖစ္သြားျပီ ^_^.. ဒါေပမယ့္ စိတ္ကရန္ကုန္ကိုပဲ ေရာက္ေနတယ္။
သၾကၤန္မွာ.. ဘာလုပ္သလဲဆိုေတာ့ ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းကေတာ့သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ ရပ္ကြက္ ပတ္္တယ္.. လမ္းတကာေလွ်ာက္သြားတယ္။ ခြက္ေစာင္းရွိတဲ့လမ္းေတြဆို ေရွာင္တယ္။ ျပီးရင္ အိမ္နားက စုေပါင္းေရပတ္တဲ့ေနရာမွာ ေရပက္တယ္ (အိမ္ကေရခြက္ေတြလည္း အျမဲေပ်ာက္တယ္ ေမာင္ႏွမေတြ ေဆာ့ခ်က္ :D )။ နားခ်ိန္မွာ..အိမ္နီးခ်င္းေတြလာပို႔တဲ့.ေရႊရင္ေအး..မုန္႔လက္ေဆာင္း.(မုန္႔လံုးေရေပၚမွ အပ.:D) စားတယ္။ ညဘက္ဆို ကာတြန္းစာအုပ္ေတြငွားတယ္။ မ႑ပ္ထုိင္ ေရကစားတဲ့
အေလ့အထေတာ့ မရွိဘူး။ အိမ္က မန္းနီးမေပးတာက အဓိကတရားခံ. ေနပူမခံႏိုင္တာက တစ္ခ်က္။ ဒီႏွစ္ျဖစ္ခဲ့တဲ့အေျခအေနေပၚမူတည္ရင္ေတာ့ အဲဒီမ႑ပ္မထုိင္တာကပဲ ေကာင္းတယ္လို႔ ေျပာရမလား
မသိ.. :S
သတိရမိတာက လမ္းအခ်င္းခ်င္းျဖစ္တဲ့ သၾကၤန္ရန္ျဖစ္ပြဲေလးပါ။ ရပ္ကြက္မွာသုခုမလမ္းဆိုတဲ့ လမ္းရွည္ရွိတယ္။ အဲဒီလမ္းကိုမွ အပုိင္းျခားေလးေတြ လုပ္ျပီး ေတာင္ပုိင္းေျမာက္ပိုင္းလား.ခြဲထားတယ္။ အဲေတာ့ တျခားလမ္းကသူေတြ ကုိယ့္လမ္းလာရင္ ခြက္ေစာင္းခုတ္ေရာ။ေနာက္ကေလးေတြေပါင္းျပီး စတီးျပြတ္ကိုင္၊ ေရဗံုးကို လြယ္အိတ္နဲ႔သယ္ ျပီးေတာ့ တျခားလမ္းကိုခ်ီတက္..အဲကအဖြဲ႔ေတြနဲ႔ အျပိဳင္ဖိုက္. :D ။ ေတာ္ေတာ္ေလးေတာ့ ေပ်ာ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းပါတယ္.. ရန္ျဖစ္ခ်င္တဲ့စိတ္ေတာ့မဟုတ္ဘူး..အေပ်ာ္သေဘာ။ ေနာက္သၾကၤန္ျပီးရင္ ျပန္တည့္သြားျပန္ေရာ။ အဲဒီကေန လမ္းသူလမ္းသားခ်င္း စုေပါင္းတဲ့စိတ္ဓာတ္ဆိုတာ ျဖစ္လာတယ္။ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေနတဲ့လမ္းျဖစ္ေပမယ့္ အျမဲသြားလည္ေနၾက ကၽြန္မေတာင္ သူတို႔ကို ခင္ပါတယ္။ ပြဲေတာ္တုိင္းမွာ စည္တာကုိး... ခုေတာ့မသိေတာ့ဘူး.. လြန္ခဲ့တဲ့ ၅ႏွစ္က ကေလးေတြက..ခုေတာ့ လူပ်ိဳေတြ အပ်ိဳေတြျဖစ္လာျပီေလ.. အဲလိုဘယ္ေဆာ့ၾကေတာ့မလဲ.. :D
မလည္ရတဲ့ သၾကၤန္သံုးႏွစ္ကို ႏွေျမာလိုက္တာ၊ဆယ္တန္းျပီးသြားေတာ့ အေမက ကုသိုလ္ယူရမယ္ဆိုျပီး သီလရွင္သၾကၤန္တြင္း ဝတ္ခုိင္းတယ္။ အဲဒီႏွစ္္ျပီးေတာ့့ ဒီကုိပို႔တယ္။ ဒီႏွစ္က်ေတာ့ အိမ္မျပန္လာနဲ႔တဲ့.. >.< ေနာက္ႏွစ္ဆိုရင္ ဘာအေၾကာင္းျပခ်က္ေပးဦးမလဲ မသိဘူး... :(
ေလာေလာဆယ္ သၾကၤန္ပိုးကေတာ့ေသသြားျပီ.. ထပ္ထလာမယ့္ပိုးကေတာ့?? ^_^
Let me share my only one Thingyan photo of 2008
Can you find little "Nun" Khin Thuzar Thin??? .. :D
သၾကၤန္မွာ.. ဘာလုပ္သလဲဆိုေတာ့ ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းကေတာ့သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ ရပ္ကြက္ ပတ္္တယ္.. လမ္းတကာေလွ်ာက္သြားတယ္။ ခြက္ေစာင္းရွိတဲ့လမ္းေတြဆို ေရွာင္တယ္။ ျပီးရင္ အိမ္နားက စုေပါင္းေရပတ္တဲ့ေနရာမွာ ေရပက္တယ္ (အိမ္ကေရခြက္ေတြလည္း အျမဲေပ်ာက္တယ္ ေမာင္ႏွမေတြ ေဆာ့ခ်က္ :D )။ နားခ်ိန္မွာ..အိမ္နီးခ်င္းေတြလာပို႔တဲ့.ေရႊရင္ေအး..မုန္႔လက္ေဆာင္း.(မုန္႔လံုးေရေပၚမွ အပ.:D) စားတယ္။ ညဘက္ဆို ကာတြန္းစာအုပ္ေတြငွားတယ္။ မ႑ပ္ထုိင္ ေရကစားတဲ့
အေလ့အထေတာ့ မရွိဘူး။ အိမ္က မန္းနီးမေပးတာက အဓိကတရားခံ. ေနပူမခံႏိုင္တာက တစ္ခ်က္။ ဒီႏွစ္ျဖစ္ခဲ့တဲ့အေျခအေနေပၚမူတည္ရင္ေတာ့ အဲဒီမ႑ပ္မထုိင္တာကပဲ ေကာင္းတယ္လို႔ ေျပာရမလား
မသိ.. :S
သတိရမိတာက လမ္းအခ်င္းခ်င္းျဖစ္တဲ့ သၾကၤန္ရန္ျဖစ္ပြဲေလးပါ။ ရပ္ကြက္မွာသုခုမလမ္းဆိုတဲ့ လမ္းရွည္ရွိတယ္။ အဲဒီလမ္းကိုမွ အပုိင္းျခားေလးေတြ လုပ္ျပီး ေတာင္ပုိင္းေျမာက္ပိုင္းလား.ခြဲထားတယ္။ အဲေတာ့ တျခားလမ္းကသူေတြ ကုိယ့္လမ္းလာရင္ ခြက္ေစာင္းခုတ္ေရာ။ေနာက္ကေလးေတြေပါင္းျပီး စတီးျပြတ္ကိုင္၊ ေရဗံုးကို လြယ္အိတ္နဲ႔သယ္ ျပီးေတာ့ တျခားလမ္းကိုခ်ီတက္..အဲကအဖြဲ႔ေတြနဲ႔ အျပိဳင္ဖိုက္. :D ။ ေတာ္ေတာ္ေလးေတာ့ ေပ်ာ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းပါတယ္.. ရန္ျဖစ္ခ်င္တဲ့စိတ္ေတာ့မဟုတ္ဘူး..အေပ်ာ္သေဘာ။ ေနာက္သၾကၤန္ျပီးရင္ ျပန္တည့္သြားျပန္ေရာ။ အဲဒီကေန လမ္းသူလမ္းသားခ်င္း စုေပါင္းတဲ့စိတ္ဓာတ္ဆိုတာ ျဖစ္လာတယ္။ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေနတဲ့လမ္းျဖစ္ေပမယ့္ အျမဲသြားလည္ေနၾက ကၽြန္မေတာင္ သူတို႔ကို ခင္ပါတယ္။ ပြဲေတာ္တုိင္းမွာ စည္တာကုိး... ခုေတာ့မသိေတာ့ဘူး.. လြန္ခဲ့တဲ့ ၅ႏွစ္က ကေလးေတြက..ခုေတာ့ လူပ်ိဳေတြ အပ်ိဳေတြျဖစ္လာျပီေလ.. အဲလိုဘယ္ေဆာ့ၾကေတာ့မလဲ.. :D
မလည္ရတဲ့ သၾကၤန္သံုးႏွစ္ကို ႏွေျမာလိုက္တာ၊ဆယ္တန္းျပီးသြားေတာ့ အေမက ကုသိုလ္ယူရမယ္ဆိုျပီး သီလရွင္သၾကၤန္တြင္း ဝတ္ခုိင္းတယ္။ အဲဒီႏွစ္္ျပီးေတာ့့ ဒီကုိပို႔တယ္။ ဒီႏွစ္က်ေတာ့ အိမ္မျပန္လာနဲ႔တဲ့.. >.< ေနာက္ႏွစ္ဆိုရင္ ဘာအေၾကာင္းျပခ်က္ေပးဦးမလဲ မသိဘူး... :(
ေလာေလာဆယ္ သၾကၤန္ပိုးကေတာ့ေသသြားျပီ.. ထပ္ထလာမယ့္ပိုးကေတာ့?? ^_^
Let me share my only one Thingyan photo of 2008
Can you find little "Nun" Khin Thuzar Thin??? .. :D
Apr 12, 2010
First direct post from my iPod
I have downloaded blogwriter app from App store and now blogging ( kinda tweeting ) :D
Anyway, thanks my love for everything. It's beyond words to express about you. ^_^
Anyway, thanks my love for everything. It's beyond words to express about you. ^_^
Apr 10, 2010
Dear John
Well, during these days, I am addicted to that drama since I knew their theme song "Set The Fire To The Third Bar".
As usual, I looked for the original book. It took around one month to get it. But it's worth. The book is, to be expressed, amazing. I like the way the author puts the words. :)
I didn't watched the movie, first. So, it was really a disappointment for me when I watched the movie after reading book. They not only skipped many things, but also changed some of story lines!! The guy called "Tim" was the father of Alan in the movie, but was the brother of Alan in the book.. >.< .. That's why I prefer reading books than movie..
Some sentences in the book are really, in my opinion, great: a must-have knowledge for couples. ^_^ And I want to share it. :)
This is what John(the main actor) thought when he felt some change in their relationship...
"Love and caring weren't always enough. They were the concrete bricks of our relationship; but unstable without the mortar of time spent together, time without the threat of imminent separation of hanging over us.
The ending of the movie is a bit weird if you read the book first :). It's like a meal without salt because they left the thoughts that the author wants his readers to know. They met second time again and hugged each other at the end of the movie. But in the book, John met Savannah only one time after her marriage. And he tried not to meet her again, even though he was at the mountain near her house. He just watched her from away ( a kinda soft and innocent love ^_^) because he felt he would destroy her family relationship if he did so.
Here it is, the part when John said final good-bye after he met Savannah and her husband,Tim.
"Can I write to you?" Savannah said.
I forced myself not to look away, wishing again that the cards had fallen differently for us.
"I'm not sure that's a good idea."
"I don't understand."
"Yes, you do," I said. "You're married to Tim, not me.." .. after some time,
"You're married to Tim, and your husband needs you. All of you. There is no room for me, and we both know there shouldn't be. "............
I really like this part, it shows human's responsibilities, moral thinking.. and it matches Buddha's sayings, too.
Well, this is just my opinions. :) Hope you enjoys my writing.
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Apr 2, 2010
သုိ႔/ အေမ
အေမ
အေမ့သမီး အေတာင္စံုမေပါက္ေသးပဲ
တစ္ေယာက္တည္း ခရီးသြားရတာ..
ေမာ.. ေမာပန္းလွပါျပီ။
အေမ
အေမ့ေမတၱာ အေဖ့ေမတၱာေတြ
မျဖန့္ၾကဲႏိုင္တဲ့ ဟိုအေဝးကေနရာေတြဟာ
တကယ့္...ကႏာၱရေတြလိုပါပဲ။
အေမ
အေမ့သမီးေတာ့ ေရငတ္ေနပါျပီ။
ဒါေပမယ့္.. အဲဒီငတ္မြတ္မွဳက
အခါးဓာတ္ေတြပါ တစိမ့္စိမ့္ ထုတ္ေနတယ္ဆိုတာ
အေမ.. အေမေတာ့ မသိေလာက္ပါဘူး။
ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ေပါ့ အေမရယ္
တစ္ေန႔မွာ.....
ေနာင္လာမယ့္တစ္ခ်ိန္မွာ
သမီး အေမအေဖရဲ႔ အရိပ္ေအာက္မွာေနရင္း
ဆန္ေရေလး စီးခြင့္ရမယ့္အခ်ိန္ေလး
ေတြးဆ.. အားတင္းထားလ်က္ပါ။
(ခင္သူဇာသင္း)
P.S: I won't accept Negative Comments!!
Random
I am hating myself for unnecessary feelings..
That disease is growing more...
There is no one to be blamed, neither Me or That Person
However, I can't help but feel sorry for myself..
Yes, now April came
From now on and after 41 days, there will be my Birthday
Inside my mind, a desire that has grown since long years ago still alive..( Who will not want to be happy with xxxxxx on his/her birthday???? )
But I know... , and I understand the light of hope for this desire is fading and dying in this year.......
Will someone blame me for writing this?????????????
I am ready for all the wxxds..
That disease is growing more...
There is no one to be blamed, neither Me or That Person
However, I can't help but feel sorry for myself..
Yes, now April came
From now on and after 41 days, there will be my Birthday
Inside my mind, a desire that has grown since long years ago still alive..( Who will not want to be happy with xxxxxx on his/her birthday???? )
But I know... , and I understand the light of hope for this desire is fading and dying in this year.......
Will someone blame me for writing this?????????????
I am ready for all the wxxds..
Apr 1, 2010
Chrome makes me so busy busy.. :S
Lately I have been busy for some changes...
Well, You might notice change in my blog's design and some sidebar changes.. :)
However, changing template is not so easy as ever before , especially when I got to know we can make our own navigation bar and change styles.. :D
May be that proves a saying "Too Much Knowledge Make Us Fool . ^_^
What is the problem now is my Myanmar Font Titles. When I view with Google Chrome, I can't see the characters correctly. >.<
So much spending time for the solutions.. I tried to change the fonts in Options, but it doesn't work.
Finally I looked at the HTML files of my blog layout.
There, I find that there is no Zawgyi-One in the css and html font families. So, I added it. And finally, I can view Zawgyi fonts of my blog in Google Chrome.
Google Chrome just shows you the webpages according to the page resources, not like Firefox.. (In my opinion).
In firefox, whether there is "Zawgyi-One" font stated in the css and html of webpage or not, the browser can show the characters correctly if we set the fonts to Zawgyi-One in the "Options".
And in IE, in case you can't see the fonts, you can check in Tools>> Internet Options.
Set the web page fonts into Zawgyi-One.
Check you have chosen "Ignore font styles on webpage" in Accessibility.
But Google Chrome is different.. no matter how we set the fonts, they will just run according to webpage resources..
And it just made me so busy !!
And another one is I can't see Page Title (in browser tab) in Myanmar (for Google Chrome and IE) .. >.<
Seems like I need to set my page title into English so that visitors will know which site they are in.. :S
More and more limitations that I found out. However, I got new knowledge.. :)
Mar 27, 2010
~~Today? 27? What's it?~~
Guess what's 27 March?
Is there anything special on the earth on 27th March????
Yes, there is!
It may not be special for everyone...
But in my mind, whenever thinking of March 27, I feel the braveness. Feel thrilled and wonder by the braveness of Myanmar.
On this day, with the lead of our General Bogyoke Aung San, Myanmar was able to show their braveness through the world...
Think through~~ Could the big China be able to fight all the Japanese from their land??
No, isn't it?
But Myanmar did! :) I don't care whatever help they got for this.
The most important thing is - on this day, we knew the union of all races_ for fighting Japan which treated our people badly..
This day is a proof of our general leadership, and a proof of Myanmar Army united by brave boys of Myanmar..
Yes, today is The Armed Force Day Of Myanmar, March 27.
It's the past, but never old and will not die _ in the memories of Myanmar People who knows their history.
And I am wondering_ "Will our young generation, the children of Myanmar currently be still able to know those????"
I dare not to see the future....
Is there anything special on the earth on 27th March????
Yes, there is!
It may not be special for everyone...
But in my mind, whenever thinking of March 27, I feel the braveness. Feel thrilled and wonder by the braveness of Myanmar.
On this day, with the lead of our General Bogyoke Aung San, Myanmar was able to show their braveness through the world...
Think through~~ Could the big China be able to fight all the Japanese from their land??
No, isn't it?
But Myanmar did! :) I don't care whatever help they got for this.
The most important thing is - on this day, we knew the union of all races_ for fighting Japan which treated our people badly..
This day is a proof of our general leadership, and a proof of Myanmar Army united by brave boys of Myanmar..
Yes, today is The Armed Force Day Of Myanmar, March 27.
It's the past, but never old and will not die _ in the memories of Myanmar People who knows their history.
And I am wondering_ "Will our young generation, the children of Myanmar currently be still able to know those????"
I dare not to see the future....
Mar 25, 2010
My Feeling
There is a boy in the earth
He cares me since I was young
He loves me and I love him, too
I remember the time when he used to accompany me to go back home on his bicycle..
It has been such a long time.. May be 10 years ago..
When I was young, we slept together
When the weather was cold, his warm arms were the greatest blanket for me
After one year from now on, he may become "a man" in society
If things are getting better, I would be staying with him
I can help him by doing household things, cooking for him, etc....
May be I can feel the feelings back.. the feelings that is lacking within my mind since 5 years ago..
Hope happy times will come together with my beloved person..
My Brother~~~ Is Going to Graduate after one year~~ ^_^
And Now I only have hopes of living with him together
:)
This letter is dedicated to you, My Brother
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