Happy Myanmar New Year

It's been a very very long time that I didn't post anything on my blog. (Hmm.. I think I am saying that in every post.. :S)

Myanmar Thingyan festival has been finished, and now It's Myanmar New Year Day =) I think I should enjoy today.. though I can't go to Pagoda just like I did in my past years at Yangon. awww.. How I miss Yangon.. T_T

I am browsing through my luggage and I found the letters and presents from my friends, family and my special person. Reading those letters again makes me smile and give much encouragement. It let me think like this.. "Oh! I have lots of friends who like me  for just the way I am.  I have my family who cares me, never have grudges no matter what I did. And I have one special person, the only guy I care in the world.  So why must I feel so sad and miserable because of the person who doesn't even care about my birthday, who doesn't even hold memories of me, and who has never been really serious about the love I have for him.  I have just try not to think about those, value my friendship with my friends, value my family and value my special person and value the time being together. " .. It really makes me feel happy. I think I should be back to normal, try not to be so emo very often and yes _ try harder starting from today, Myanmar New Year.

Final Year Project, Third Year  Hard Core Modules (Student killer modules), Thinkquest Competition  ... I am getting ready to face you all and break you all down ! 

And yes.. I wish all of you Happy Myanmar New Year.. :) I don't want to post in Facebook as I think not many people care about those kind of post and it seems cheap to wish ppl who I don't even know. (Can it be called as "naughty"?)

Random Day Post

I don't know why. But I see couples loving each other in the morning and evening.. and then fighting over FB at night.. Is there something wrong?

Well, actually, I did not expect anything for Valentine (really). But the only thing I want is to eat chocolate from ppl who loves me. Friends also can give me. :P

Anyway, my sis gave me.. so I don't have much to complain about.

But the thing that is making me frustrated is the conversation we have (as usual).

I thought and decided not to forgive and forget about it. But I couldn't.
I thought I have hated. But I didn't, and I couldn't.
I thought I could control myself. But I couldn't.

I am not the one who give priority to my feelings. I use my brain and my head for my actions. For sure, I can't turn back. I know it by heart, know it from bottom, up .. all the times. But what the hell is wrong with me? Second thought? No wayyyy.

But I wish I could go back Myanmar this break if I didn't get IEP.
I wish my mum would allow me.
I wish someone wouldn't mind it.
I wish my father wouldn't mind it.
I wish, I wish..... I always wish the things that is difficult to become true.

UT3 ... IEP (or) PP .... FYP... Third Year... (A change in My life????)

Yep, the last day of Year 2 semester 2 is over now.. and I will have to go through the tough tough UT3..
Yes, I keep playing games and I am feeling very very lazy to do studying. But then, I know I will just have to worry about one module. :S :S

Intership matter is still not sure, while the school is near to close. I am worried whether I have to do PP in my third year. :(
If I don't have IEP, I would like to go back to Myanmar though I am a bit afriad of my father. But then, I also need to save money.. Arr, really a headache and stressful thing.

And FINAL YEAR PROJECT, the worst thing that has happened to me. It's really a nightmare. Yep, the project is also going for world competition. But I have never had enough confidence or ability for this kind of challenge. I am really really worried. Even if my future would be good, I am sure I will face a lot of difficulities, depressions and I will lost happiness too.
Don't think I want to leave my friends, I never had a thought of doing my FYPs with others. Things just happened, and I was left with no choice. Well, anyway, it was my fault overall. Now, I am stuck with this FYP thing where I am supposed to cooperate with the people I never know , besides the IT geeks. I just want to die...huu...

Well, I hope everything will be fine, I really really hope. And I will just keep trying my best.. yep.. trying my best... as I LIKE..................................

May the pains I suffer be paid of well when it's over.


FYI, My valentine event will be of no fun.. I think I can celebrate later. In fact, time really doesn't matter.


KHIN THUZAR THIN

I Am Still Beautiful

I am really really in love with this song. ^_^
The feelings of a strong women with a broken heart--such a beautiful lyrics.. :)
Hope you guys enjoy!



“he is leaving.
I’m letting him go.
without holding him back
without dropping a tear
I’m letting him go.

all the romance is dead
it’s now an extravagant memory
if I cry just once
and hurt just once
everything will be over.

don’t say you know me.
the me that you knew is no more.
in the suffocating darkness.
I’m already familiar with this hurt
I’ve already found my happiness again.

forget about me~ please
don’t wake me up who is sleeping,
before the night is over
if I open my eyes
would I be able to sleep?

the words I hate more than dying.
the childish words I couldn’t convey..
"To come back"
"To love me"
"To embrance me again."

Don’t expect any of that from me~ really.
I’m not that kind of woman.

I’m still pretty
and lovable.
I’m very happy.”

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Things solved. Relief

Finally, he accepted the truth. The truth that he was refusing to believe, and the truth that is totally true. The truth is "I cannot come back , return to the past  as I have changed so much".

I admit that I cannot forget him. The memories I have are so much that it's really not forgettable. But I will just keep those deep in my mind, and never let them resurface.

Actually, I am glad for him. He has faced the challenge. He has woken up from the dream. And the best thing is that he handled the situation well and he controlled himself. I am thankful to him, and also feel sorry to him. But I think he has grown up a lot than I expected.

Merry Christmase ahead and Happy New Year.

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Current Fav Song..

Well, they are old songs and it was my first time listening to those. My parents didn't collect songs and I have only heard of the songs that my neighbour hood listens. :D

Currently, I listen to Kine Zar, May Sweet and May Khalar songs. I kind of heard about their love triangle, but I am not so sure. But I don't know.. I feel a bit sad for them....
Okie.. Let me share the songs. :)

တူႏွစ္ကိုယ္တိုင္းျပည္ဆိုလားပဲ.. အသံအရမ္းေကာင္းတယ္.. :)




ဒါကေတာ့ အနမ္းပန္းတဲ့. ဒါေတာ့ သိပ္မၾကိဳက္ဘူး..

ဘာရယ္မဟုတ္ညာရယ္မဟုတ္

New Post ေရးခ်င္စိတ္တာရွိတာ၊ တကယ္ေတာ့ ဘာမွ ေရးစရာမရွိ။ စိတ္ထဲရွိတာေတြ ခ်ေရးရရင္ အကုန္လုံး ဝမ္းနည္းစရာေတြပဲေနလိမ့္မယ္။

ဒီတစ္ေလာ လူကမွုိင္ခ်င္တယ္။ ရန္ကုန္ျပန္ရမွာ.ေပ်ာ္လည္း ေပ်ာ္တယ္။ ေၾကာက္လည္း ေၾကာက္မိတယ္။ ေဝးသြားလို႔ ေမ့ထားခဲ့တဲ့အရာေတြ. ျပန္ေပၚလာမွာေၾကာက္တယ္။ ျပီးေတာ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ အဆင္မေျပမွာလည္း ေၾကာက္တယ္။ တစ္မ်ိဴးၾကီးပဲ။

အခ်ိန္ေတြကကုန္ျမန္တယ္။ လုပ္စရာေတြကလည္း တစ္ပံုၾကီး။ ျပီး ဘာမွလည္း မလုပ္ျဖစ္ျပန္ဘူး။ ဒီလိုနဲ႔ ရန္ကုန္ကေရာက္ဦးမယ္။ :(

ေဒါသလည္း ထြက္ျမန္တယ္။ ငိုလည္း ငိုလြယ္တယ္။ အားငယ္စိတ္ေတြလည္း အျမဲဝင္ေနတယ္။ စိတ္ဆိုးရင္.. ဝမ္းနည္းလာတယ္။ တကယ္ စိတ္ဆိုးခံရတဲ့သူက ဘာမွ မျဖစ္ပါဘူး.. စိတ္ဆိုးတဲ့သူက ျပန္ငိုေနရတယ္..ေလာကၾကီးက မတရားလိုက္တာ။

ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ျဖစ္ခ်င္တာေတြ ျဖစ္လာမယ့္အခ်ိန္..ေပ်ာ္စရာေတြၾကံဳရမယ့္ အခ်ိန္ေတြေရာက္ေတာ့မယ္။။... ဒါေပမယ့္. မျဖစ္သင့္တာေတြ မျဖစ္ပါေစနဲ႔ဆိုတာေတာ့ ေန႔တုိင္း ဆုေတာင္းေနရဦးမယ္..... :(

A song I Like

I've just listened to a song that is shared on Facebook. It's Moe Moe's song.

I don't like Moe Moe so much, expect his very few song. For this song, I just like the lyrics.it suits my feelings currently. :D.. well, I can't deny Moe Moe is a good song composer. :)
 
Let me share the song.. :)



And the lyrics... :D

ေနဝင္ခ်ိန္ေတြေမွာင္လြန္း... မင္းမရွိေန႔ရက္မ်ား.....
နာက်င္ေနဒီဒုကၡမ်ား... ငါေလလႊင့္ပစ္လို႔ရမလား....
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္စရာေတြအသံမဲ့.. ရင္ခုန္ကင္းမဲ့ေန႔ရက္မ်ား....
ငိုခ်င္တာေတြထိန္းရလို႔.. ၾကာရင္ရူးလို႔သြားမွာလား.....
အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး.. ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား....
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန့္ႏိုးခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား...
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား ...တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခိုက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~

ျပန္ဆံုႏုိင္ဖို႔အခြင့္အေရး..ငါေမွ်ာ္လင့္ခြင့္ရွိပါ့မလား...
ၾကင္နာသူေရမင္းမရွိေတာ..့ တကယ္ဆိတ္သုဥ္းခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား..
ေပ်ာ္ရြင္ပါေစအခ်စ္ေလး ..ငါစိတ္ကူးထဲကအရိပ္မ်ား..
လိုခ်င္ေနတဲ့ဆုေတာင္းေလးေတြ တစ္ခ်ိန္မွာရဖို႔ျဖစ္ႏုိင္မလား...

အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန္႔ႏိုးခဲ့အိပ္မက္မ်ား
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခုိက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~

အလင္းတန္းမ်ားလိုအျပံဳးေလး ငါေမ့လို႔ရမွာလား
စြဲလန္းျခင္းေတြႏွိပ္စက္လို႔ ငါလန္႔ႏိုးခဲ့အိမ္မက္ထဲမွာ
ရင္းႏွီးခဲ့ရဖူးတဲ့မင္းရဲ႔ပါးျပင္အား တမ္းတလို႔ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခုိက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~
တမ္းတလို႔ ငါလြမ္းခဲ့ရ~~~~~
ရွည္ၾကာလြန္းတဲ့အခိုက္အတန္႔မ်ား~~~~~~

Random Feelings

I am starting to hate weekends. I notice that my mind is really going crazy every weekend. I hate doing chores, I hate the feeling that I have no one to talk, no one besides me. Though I love silence moments during holidays, I don't want to be alone. This really make me miss my home and friends in Yangon. Even though I had nothing to do in Yangon, I never feel so lonely as I always go to my friend's house or I have my mother accompanying me and always cook the food I asked randomly. T_T.. I am really feeling home sick.

And I think weekends are rushing days for someone and I hate that. The timing is really bad for us. I am always rushing on weekdays, and he, on weekend. What am I supposed to accept and handle it? This kind of situation really can make relationship so cold, I know it by my heart.. and I can't help but feel really sad for it. Well, hope I could endure it, hope I would be strong enough not to give up.

I am thinking about a person who always tell jokes and make me happy when we are together. It's hard to forget the words, and I hope I could hear those jokes again. There is a saying from that person that I cannot forget
       "စိတ္ဆိုးေအာင္လုပ္ႏုိင္ပါတယ္။ စိတ္နာေအာင္ မလုပ္ပါနဲ႔".


I am really sorry if I have ever made you feel hurt, my beloved ones..

Remembrance

A day like today should be a memorable day for every Myanmar.  I know they are trying to erase his history, his glory of braveness and his sacrifices. However, History can never be erased, and neither his image in Myanmar People's mind. Generation will carry on, and he will always be our respected person.


Well, I don't want to talk repeated words. Today is the day he left this world___ 19th July.
This post is just a random post for my remembrance  to him.

It's not a birthday,... so how could I say "Happy" word?  But, I hope another him which bring back sunshine to Myanmar......

                               The One I Respected Most (Bogyoke Aung San)

Btw, I want to share a sentence I like from this post.

ဗိုလ္ခ်ဳပ္က မေသေသးဘူး...
အခုထိ အသတ္ခံေနရတုန္း... လို႕ပဲ ၂၀၁၀ အာဇာနည္ေန႕မွာ ထပ္ေျပာခ်င္ပါတယ္။

With much respect,
Khin Thuzar Thin

Happy Father Day

အေဖမ်ားေန႔တဲ့..
တစ္ခါမွေတာ့ မၾကားဖူးဘူး။ ဒီႏွစ္ သူမ်ား Invite လုပ္ေတာ့မွသိတယ္။ :)

ခုတစ္ေလာ ပါးပါးကို သတိရပါတယ္။ပါးပါးရဲ ႔ ဆူသံ၊ ေနာက္ကေလလိုက္ျပီး လုပ္သမွ် ပြစိပြစိေျပာတဲ့အသံေလးကို လြမ္းေတာ့ လြမ္းမိသား။ :D ဘာပစၥည္းဝယ္ဝယ္ ပိုက္ဆံျဖဳန္းတယ္ဆိုျပီး ေျပာလြန္းလို႔ ေနာက္ပိုင္း ပစၥည္းဝယ္ေလ့အက်င့္မရွိေတာ့တဲ့အထိ ျဖစ္ေအာင္ ျပဳစုပ်ိဳးေထာင္ေပးခဲ့တဲ့ အေဖ။ ဟိဟိ...

မွတ္မိေသးတယ္။ ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းက တရုတ္စာ စသင္ခ်ိန္ စာစေရးတတ္တုန္းက စစခ်င္း ေရးတဲ့စာေၾကာင္းက
 ေဝါအိုက္နီ, ပါ့ပါ ။ ေဝါအိုက္နီ, မာ့မာ ( 我爱你，爸爸. 我爱你，妈妈 )  :)  ကေလးတုိင္းလုိလိုေတာ့ အဲလိုေရးခဲ့ဖူးမယ္ ထင္တာပဲ။ လူသားအားလံုး ကိုယ့္မိဘေတြကို ခ်စ္တတ္ပါတယ္။:)
ကဲ.. ဒီႏွစ္ေတာ့ အေဖမ်ားေန႔ကို ဆင္ႏြဲပါမယ္။ အေဝးတစ္ေနရာမွာရွိတဲ့ ခ်စ္ရေသာ ပါးပါး က်န္းမာေရးေကာင္းပါေစ။ စိတ္အျမဲခ်မ္းသာပါေစ။ စိတ္ထဲကေနပဲ ရွိခုိးလိုက္ပါတယ္ ပါးပါး။ :)

                                   My celebration of Father Day  :) 

ကမာၻေပၚမွာ ရွိၾကတဲ့ အေဖအားလံုး 20 June မွာ ေပ်ာ္ရြင္ၾကပါေစ။ :)

                                                                              
Khin Thuzar Thin

Tired

I am really tired of this.. Actually , I hate myself most. Only if I was not stubborn and could control myself more, I would not be feeling like now.. My mind is really complicated now, and I am forbidding myself currently, being afraid that I would be doing mistakes and hurting people again and again.. No people can understand it.
So far I have walked through this path , I had many confusions and depressions, and I always doubt myself whether I could make up myself and face all the problems. And I am currently doubting myself again...
However , since the day I held your hand, it is not possible to turn back. Thinking I would lose You, I found losing myself,and there is no me in that imagination.. It is really difficult to turn back....

I want some strength .. I need some motivation and supports. But why are you not the one who is giving me strength ? Recently, why are you so down? and why I had to show and pretend like I am ok? Why? why?

Actually, I am so down down more than you...

The fact that you should know

When I say "let me be alone" , it does not mean " you have to go away from me" . I just requesting you to be silent and just be there where you are , either you are besides me or you are online. I realy do not know what to say and what to do when I am really down. So just please be with me and silent. That's all I need.

Random

A lot of things happened since the school started. I haven't been able to concentrate to make a new post.. Actually, there is nothing to say.  Happy memories always come with a bit sad missing feeling and stupid intuitions made me worry for little things , So, I am feeling complicated.. and I think time pass so fast during these days..

Well, I will turn to 18 after 2 days from now.. Thinking about my birthday, I feel nostalgia again, remembering my childhood birthdays. I remembered the birthday cake my father bought once for my birthday. It was my first and last birthday celebration with all family members.. (@_@ Family gathering.. =.=)  I remember the video of me playing around everywhere .. taken by my father and brother. I wanna watch that again. :) 

I have also read one post by someone.. Reading her words is like looking me at the mirror. I see the reflections of me through it. Her feelings are same with me, yes.. relating to first love. I think most of girls will have it in common. Sadly, I can't do anything for her.. Can I even be friends with her ( with someone's acknowledgement) ? .. I don't know. But she is only suffering for one year. I hope time will cure , like I have no feelings at all about the end story now.... Memories can't be erased, but feelings can be thrown away. I think so, and I believe so..    

" Hope someone will be happy sooner, and feel like she is the happiest person in the wold. "

Just a random post.. Hope you all don't mind it..  :)

Jailbreaking iPhone or iPod Touch

This post is dedicated to my friend, Sulub as she requested me to write about this.

First of all, I need to claim that I won't guarantee there will be no harm doing jailbreak. You may lose all your data inside iPhone, or iTouch during jailbreak. So, I would like you to back up (Syncing)  your file with iTunes before doing it. The application in this article is only available for iPhone, iTouch 3.1.2. So, I would like you to change some settings before it to avoid software update such as (3.1.3).

The required setting to change is “Check for updates automatically” in iTunes>>Edit>> Preferences>>General. Uncheck this option before jailbreak.

There are three parts in total. They are
(1)  Downloading Jailbreak application
(2)Installing Cydia
(3)Installing Zawgyi Keyboard

Downloading Jailbreak application by George Hotz

First, download the required application from this site, jailbreak program. For your information, incase you have encountered the same problem with me, the program will show “asl.dll file missing” warning during its run time. To solve it, search the file name(asl.dll)  in your computer. You may be able to find it under Apple Application Support folder. Cut blackra1n application and paste it in that folder. Right click it, and create shortcut. For more details, you can see the video link above.

Connect your device to computer and open iTunes. After that, run blackra1n application.

It will start the jailbreak and your device may show this image.

Installing Cydia

Unplug your device from computer, and restart it. You will see this icon in your application pages.

Install Cydia. During installation, follow the options they recommended, and install all.

Installing Zawgyi Font

After installing Cydia, Go to Manage>> Resource>> Edit >> Add

Type this address ( http://cydia.macforus.com )

And you will see the packages, download

(1). Zawgyi Font

(2). Zawgyi Keyboard and it will install Zawgyi fonts automatically.

 Restart your device after installation.

Setting up keyboard for Zawgyi Font (You can watch the video to be more clear about steps)

                Settings > iKeyEX > Mix and Match > Make

2.                                   Layout> Choose Zawgyi, Name to Zawgyi

3.                                  Go back to  iKeyEx  and go to Keyboards

4.                                   Add (+) Zawgyi
   That’s it. Now you can see Myanmar Fonts in your iPhone and iTouch. To type Myanmar fonts, tap "Globe icon” in your device keyboard.
  
    Tips: In order to make typing Myanmar font easier, you can off auto- capitalization in your Keyboard.

   Go to General> Keyboard  . Off Auto-capitalization.

In case, you will find “Restore” option in your iTunes instead of Syncing your data. Please don’t do it or everything you did would be wasted like me  L . Don’t worry about it, all you have to do is RUN Blackra1n Application again, and later, iTunes will be back to normal mood. (In my case). If it’s still not ok, give up the idea at all. LOL .

Credits to the sites below.
1. Macforus Website
2. Blackra1n Website
3. Saturngod's Blog
4. Youtube Video

Thanks to all my supporting friends, family and my love ... for all of your support to me. 

သၾကၤန္~~ သၾကၤန္~~

သၾကၤန္ကေတာ့ ျပီးသြားျပီ။ ဘာမွ မထူးျခားသလိုပဲ။ ၃ႏွစ္ေတာင္ရွိျပီေပါ့ မေပ်ာ္ရတာ။ ဒီႏွစ္.. ဒုတိယႏွစ္စတက္တယ္။ အလုပ္နဲ႔ ေက်ာင္းနဲ႔ ျပန္ျဖစ္သြားျပီ ^_^.. ဒါေပမယ့္ စိတ္ကရန္ကုန္ကိုပဲ ေရာက္ေနတယ္။
သၾကၤန္မွာ.. ဘာလုပ္သလဲဆိုေတာ့ ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းကေတာ့သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ ရပ္ကြက္ ပတ္္တယ္.. လမ္းတကာေလွ်ာက္သြားတယ္။ ခြက္ေစာင္းရွိတဲ့လမ္းေတြဆို ေရွာင္တယ္။ ျပီးရင္ အိမ္နားက စုေပါင္းေရပတ္တဲ့ေနရာမွာ ေရပက္တယ္ (အိမ္ကေရခြက္ေတြလည္း အျမဲေပ်ာက္တယ္ ေမာင္ႏွမေတြ ေဆာ့ခ်က္ :D )။ နားခ်ိန္မွာ..အိမ္နီးခ်င္းေတြလာပို႔တဲ့.ေရႊရင္ေအး..မုန္႔လက္ေဆာင္း.(မုန္႔လံုးေရေပၚမွ အပ.:D) စားတယ္။ ညဘက္ဆို ကာတြန္းစာအုပ္ေတြငွားတယ္။ မ႑ပ္ထုိင္ ေရကစားတဲ့
အေလ့အထေတာ့ မရွိဘူး။ အိမ္က မန္းနီးမေပးတာက အဓိကတရားခံ. ေနပူမခံႏိုင္တာက တစ္ခ်က္။ ဒီႏွစ္ျဖစ္ခဲ့တဲ့အေျခအေနေပၚမူတည္ရင္ေတာ့ အဲဒီမ႑ပ္မထုိင္တာကပဲ ေကာင္းတယ္လို႔ ေျပာရမလား
မသိ.. :S
သတိရမိတာက လမ္းအခ်င္းခ်င္းျဖစ္တဲ့ သၾကၤန္ရန္ျဖစ္ပြဲေလးပါ။ ရပ္ကြက္မွာသုခုမလမ္းဆိုတဲ့ လမ္းရွည္ရွိတယ္။ အဲဒီလမ္းကိုမွ အပုိင္းျခားေလးေတြ လုပ္ျပီး ေတာင္ပုိင္းေျမာက္ပိုင္းလား.ခြဲထားတယ္။ အဲေတာ့ တျခားလမ္းကသူေတြ ကုိယ့္လမ္းလာရင္ ခြက္ေစာင္းခုတ္ေရာ။ေနာက္ကေလးေတြေပါင္းျပီး စတီးျပြတ္ကိုင္၊ ေရဗံုးကို လြယ္အိတ္နဲ႔သယ္ ျပီးေတာ့ တျခားလမ္းကိုခ်ီတက္..အဲကအဖြဲ႔ေတြနဲ႔ အျပိဳင္ဖိုက္. :D ။ ေတာ္ေတာ္ေလးေတာ့ ေပ်ာ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းပါတယ္.. ရန္ျဖစ္ခ်င္တဲ့စိတ္ေတာ့မဟုတ္ဘူး..အေပ်ာ္သေဘာ။ ေနာက္သၾကၤန္ျပီးရင္ ျပန္တည့္သြားျပန္ေရာ။ အဲဒီကေန လမ္းသူလမ္းသားခ်င္း စုေပါင္းတဲ့စိတ္ဓာတ္ဆိုတာ ျဖစ္လာတယ္။ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေနတဲ့လမ္းျဖစ္ေပမယ့္ အျမဲသြားလည္ေနၾက ကၽြန္မေတာင္ သူတို႔ကို ခင္ပါတယ္။ ပြဲေတာ္တုိင္းမွာ စည္တာကုိး... ခုေတာ့မသိေတာ့ဘူး.. လြန္ခဲ့တဲ့ ၅ႏွစ္က ကေလးေတြက..ခုေတာ့ လူပ်ိဳေတြ အပ်ိဳေတြျဖစ္လာျပီေလ.. အဲလိုဘယ္ေဆာ့ၾကေတာ့မလဲ.. :D
     မလည္ရတဲ့ သၾကၤန္သံုးႏွစ္ကို ႏွေျမာလိုက္တာ၊ဆယ္တန္းျပီးသြားေတာ့ အေမက ကုသိုလ္ယူရမယ္ဆိုျပီး သီလရွင္သၾကၤန္တြင္း ဝတ္ခုိင္းတယ္။ အဲဒီႏွစ္္ျပီးေတာ့့ ဒီကုိပို႔တယ္။ ဒီႏွစ္က်ေတာ့ အိမ္မျပန္လာနဲ႔တဲ့.. >.< ေနာက္ႏွစ္ဆိုရင္ ဘာအေၾကာင္းျပခ်က္ေပးဦးမလဲ မသိဘူး... :(

ေလာေလာဆယ္ သၾကၤန္ပိုးကေတာ့ေသသြားျပီ.. ထပ္ထလာမယ့္ပိုးကေတာ့??     ^_^

Let me share my only one Thingyan photo of 2008

 Can you find little "Nun" Khin Thuzar Thin??? .. :D

First direct post from my iPod

I have downloaded blogwriter app from App store and now blogging ( kinda tweeting ) :D

Anyway, thanks my love for everything. It's beyond words to express about you. ^_^

Dear John

Dear.... John.......,

         Well, during these days, I am addicted to that drama since I knew their theme song "Set The Fire To The Third Bar".

       As usual, I looked for the original book. It took around one month to get it. But it's worth. The book is, to be expressed, amazing. I like the way the author puts the words. :)
I didn't watched the movie, first. So, it was really a disappointment for me when I watched the movie after reading book. They not only skipped many things, but also changed some of story lines!! The guy called "Tim" was the father of Alan in the movie, but was the brother of Alan in the book.. >.< .. That's why I prefer reading books than movie..

Some sentences in the book are really, in my opinion, great: a must-have knowledge for couples. ^_^ And I want to share it. :)

This is what John(the main actor) thought when he felt some change in their relationship...
           "Love and caring weren't always enough. They were the concrete bricks of our relationship; but unstable without the mortar of time spent together, time without the threat of imminent separation of hanging over us.

       The ending of the movie is a bit weird if you read the book first :).  It's like a meal without salt because they left the thoughts that the author wants his readers to know. They met second time again and hugged each other at the end of the movie. But in the book, John met Savannah only one time after her marriage. And he tried not to meet her again,  even though he was at the mountain near her house. He just watched her from away ( a kinda soft and innocent love ^_^)  because he felt he would destroy her family relationship if he did so.

Here it is, the part when John said final good-bye after he met Savannah and her husband,Tim.
            "Can I write to you?" Savannah said.
I forced myself not to look away, wishing again that the cards had fallen differently for us.
"I'm not sure that's a good idea."
            "I don't understand."
            "Yes, you do," I said. "You're married to Tim, not me.." .. after some time,
"You're married to Tim, and your husband needs you. All of you. There is no room for me, and we both know there shouldn't be. "............
  I really like this part, it shows human's responsibilities, moral thinking.. and it matches Buddha's sayings, too.
        Well, this is just my opinions. :) Hope you enjoys my writing.

သုိ႔/ အေမ

အေမ

အေမ့သမီး အေတာင္စံုမေပါက္ေသးပဲ

တစ္ေယာက္တည္း ခရီးသြားရတာ..

ေမာ.. ေမာပန္းလွပါျပီ။

အေမ

အေမ့ေမတၱာ အေဖ့ေမတၱာေတြ

မျဖန့္ၾကဲႏိုင္တဲ့ ဟိုအေဝးကေနရာေတြဟာ

တကယ့္...ကႏာၱရေတြလိုပါပဲ။

အေမ

အေမ့သမီးေတာ့ ေရငတ္ေနပါျပီ။

ဒါေပမယ့္.. အဲဒီငတ္မြတ္မွဳက

အခါးဓာတ္ေတြပါ တစိမ့္စိမ့္ ထုတ္ေနတယ္ဆိုတာ

အေမ.. အေမေတာ့ မသိေလာက္ပါဘူး။

ဘာပဲျဖစ္ျဖစ္ေပါ့ အေမရယ္

တစ္ေန႔မွာ.....

ေနာင္လာမယ့္တစ္ခ်ိန္မွာ

သမီး အေမအေဖရဲ႔ အရိပ္ေအာက္မွာေနရင္း

ဆန္ေရေလး စီးခြင့္ရမယ့္အခ်ိန္ေလး

ေတြးဆ.. အားတင္းထားလ်က္ပါ။

(ခင္သူဇာသင္း)

P.S: I won't accept Negative Comments!!

Random

I am hating myself for unnecessary feelings..
That disease is growing more...
There is no one to be blamed, neither Me or That Person
However, I can't help but feel sorry for myself..
Yes, now April came
From now on and after 41 days, there will be my Birthday
Inside my mind, a desire that has grown since long years ago still alive..( Who will not want to be happy with xxxxxx on his/her birthday???? )
But I know... , and I understand the light of hope for this desire is fading and dying in this year.......
Will someone blame me for writing this?????????????
I am ready for all the wxxds..